At this time,
No. 536 20-05-2009 15:39
… I thought that I owed you, what I wanted to express.
To reflect this, the day was lifted, and the morning was even completed.
Is it that there was no other way, we hoped to the last limit, we all ran in all directions. And until the decision to cancel fell actually, I think everyone understands better than anyone our state of mind at all, the staff and myself can not find the words. I do not think the explanations are really necessary.
But I think for example to the staff of the Tour which, like all days, not counting their hours of sleep, carried throughout the decoration, Hiroshima and Osaka have mounted. To learn just after one redeemed should be without it is served.
I think also to the musicians and dancers who, in this heavy schedule, have always remained focused for the 2 days in Osaka to deliver a show in the best physical and mental conditions.
Anything that Ayu staff, so that it never stops, so that the dream can not be erased when they are almost all exhausted, have tight bends in Hiroshima and confirmed their promises.
As team leader, when I think of all these people I can not bear it.
I am afraid to leave me overwhelmed by despair.
But those to whom I think the most is finally all those who had come to these show, those I do not see the smile …
Because I know you’re a joy to come.
Because I know that is the fault of anyone.
Right now, I do not want that thing.
It is not simply canceled but postponed.
I have another chance. For a new concert.
With all my strength.
